The times that we use to share laughing together are now gone
and what hurts is that you dont even care.
I want all of you, forever, you and me, everyday.
-The Notebook
I love it when you ask me if I'm okay, because we both know that I'm not.
But I think it's really nice that you're still wasting you're breath for me.
The worst way to miss someone,
is to be sitting next to them,
and knowing nothing will ever happen. Ever.
I miss the way it used to be.
I miss us.
You say you don't want to hurt me, don't want to see my tears.
So why you're still standing here, watching me drown?
I wanted him to feel, when we were lying in bed together,
like he couldn't imagine anywhere better.
You're the reason I live, the reason I die. You're the reason
I smile and the reason I cry. You're the reason I stand, and
the reason I fall. The truth is, if there wasn't you, there wouldn't
be me at all.
You know I try to get close to you. You don't realize what you're putting me through.
The things I do, I do them for you.
And you know what? I realized something last night.
It's not that I want you to hold my hand.
Its that I want you to reach for it.
And then my soul saw you and it kind of went
"Oh there you are. I've been looking for you".
Fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone
who only hurts you, even if you can't breathe without them.
If my heart was a house, you'd be home.
Well I'm gonna get out of the bed every morning.. breathe in and out all day long.
Then after a while I won't have to remind myself to get out of the bed every
morning and breathe in and out. And, then after a hile, I won't have to think
about how great and perfect I had it once.
I miss you sometimes.
I wake up in the night searching for your body
in the bed next to mine, finding only air.
Who was kidding baby? Imagining you would stick around.
I hope you're happy and completely lonely.
I always have this fear that one day you are going to discover that I'm not as great as you once thought I was.
People are fragile things. You should know by now. Be careful what you put them through.
Here's a big fuck you to the calls I waited for.
The dates I hoped for. The love I wanted, the tears I cried
and the heart you broke, asshole.
You always said I had a hard time saying what's on my mind.
Well, here it goes: I hate you for what you've done to me.
Sometimes I hope we're still friends when I get married.
I hope that I'll invite you to the wedding & you'll come.
You'll see me as the happiest girl in the world.
You'll see me with a guy that treats me right & loves me more than himself.
You'll see all that you could've had & you'll regret letting me go.
But the thing that I want you to see the most is that I survived without you.
She finally gave up.
She dropped a fake smile as a tear rolled down her cheek and whispered;
"I can't do this anymore".
He stumbles over his words. Closes his eyes tightly.
Breathes in. Breathes out. Almost loses his courage.
"I love you," he says. "I love you so much it hurts."
She smokes like there's no tomorrow.
She says it makes her feel alive.
She drinks her wine like water cause she feels dry inside.
She drives her car like its a bullet.
She says that time is slipping away.
She never thinks about her future.
It's a million miles away.
There is one moment in your life
when you are with someone &
you feel like the world has stopped
and your life seems so perfect.
Make sure you never lose that person.
Don't worry about me,
my heart's not broken anymore.
You should be worrying about yourself.
Because as far as I can see,
you're still an asshole.
They say time heals everything..but I'm still waiting.
